#negativemantra
Over the past year I realized that there are a slew of negative mantras I use to put myself down when things aren’t going my way. I think we all do this to some extent, and its implications are dangerous. What you would think are harmless phrases can have a very real psychological impact. Take … Read more
The Facility of the Mind, Heart and Soul to Love
“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience.” - Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, a French Jesuit priest and philosopher. What is the capacity of a human being to love? Before I answer that, there has to be made the distinction between the heart, the soul, and the … Read more
‘Einstein’ And The Professor
The following is an exchange between a student his professor on the existence of God: Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor: So, you believe in God ? Student : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is God good ? Student : Sure. Professor: Is God all powerful ? … Read more
Misanthropy Is A Survival Mechanism
One question that seems to come from anyone who gets to know me for a long enough period: why are you so anti-social? Well, look around. What the fuck would I want to have to do with all this? “Monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground”, as Maynard said. All this neo-skull-bashing and chest-thumping … Read more
Young Folks
Though I would fall under the same umbrella term, I don’t really enjoy associating with peers so much, and worse those younger than me. It’s not really about age, I don’t consider myself any better than anyone because I’m older, it’s just the way young people tend to look at things. There’s so much pessimism, … Read more
Filling In The Spaces, Connecting The Dots.
You know those little moments at which you wonder, what if? What if I said… What if I did… What if I don’t… What if I win… What if I fail… And you, depending on the kind of person you are, either deal with it by doing something or instead daydream an hour or so … Read more
Awakening
The fact that there are those among us perceiving the world different than us, on a significantly higher level of consciousness than us, shouldn’t come as a surprise. From a sage, to a random beggar on the street, it could be any one of us. These are the ones who will lead us into the … Read more
Self-Deconstruct
Lost in a timeline of stretched space I’m grasping at thin air, disappearing as I reach The atmosphere consumes itself I can hardly breathe I dig my fingers into my skin To see if I still feel A self-destructive sensation Urges me to plunge in Caught in a threshold Anxiety sinks in To step through … Read more
Shadow Sung
The second part of Song Of Shadow. The “Sung” in the title alludes to Jung, as in Carl Jung. He had a lot to say about the Shadow (: Video with the unedited audio, Adobe Premiere and Windows Movie Maker are conspiring against me















